She opened the door to the screened-in porch and started to enter, but stopped abruptly in the doorway.
“Oh, wow,” she muttered.
“Hey, girlie!” came a familiar voice. “Isn’t this unreal?”
Her friend, Michaela, was seated on an old couch placed askance at one end of the room. On the windowsill behind it, music was emitting from an old cassette player. The room was otherwise empty.
As she gazed past the porch into the living room, she could see that it too was empty. The stark, freshly-painted white walls contrasted with the rich dark floorboards.
“This is unbelievable. It’s like being in a totally different house!” she told Michaela.
“You haven’t heard a word I’ve said. Not one.” He sighed deeply, completely exasperated and exhausted.
They all knew. But none of them would speak of it. It was business as usual. On the surface. By all outward appearances. Perhaps they all thought that if they ignored the elephant in the room, it would eventually turn and go back out the door from whence it came.
Everything had to be perfect. The house had to be spotless, with no clutter. “Everything in its place and a place for everything,” her mother told her countless times as she was growing up.
I awoke with a start. I was disoriented, confused . . . it took me a moment to realize where I was. In fact, I was right at home in my own warm, comfortable bed.
I carry him with me everywhere, every day.